Ever have any of those times where you're plagued by indecision, uncertainty, doubt, lack of conviction etc, all topped of with a bit of a head cold.
I'm at one of those times at the moment, looking ahead, not sure on the path to take and all that and to be honest it's pissing me off and getting to me. I need to figure this shit out and soon!
I started out in all this with a clear idea and sense of direction, right now it's kinda like staggering though a misty bog at night, looking for the batteries to put in an oil lamp. Shit analogy but still...
I'm sure I'll figure things out soon, but right now I feel crappy.